horrible...

the week so far for me has just gone down down and down.....

life is so unfair... i try so hard but wot i get....

i'm NOT smart i'm NOT smart at all... i will never be as good as some ppl....

everytime i try... nothing happens

everytime i cry.... nothing happens

i dunno wot to do....

i dunno who can help....

i just want to quit....

i just want to leave

why?

why me?

Today is 1 month to x mas.... woooo0o0o0oooo00oooo haha

cool presents and more presents... and more...

who wanna go to Lime Sonic Bang on the 9 & 10th Dec?

disappointed...

well... after a so called slack week, it had to end in disappointment....

today got back my hydraulics test paper..... i just made it... i mean literally.... 50.... haiz..... i told myself tht if i pass i would be happy. cus it was a difficult paper.... but i did not expect to JUST pass... when i got back the paper... my heart just sank. i was like haiz.... and to make it worst. the rest did so much better... 77 for milton.... 80 kh.... 70 sy..... 69 yeo..... haiz.... and wot did i get? 50! honestly i say... if i got 51 i would feel better. me just wanna c.....

at least i could turn to someone now... thanks for comforting... honestly i needed this morning.l... was feeling so SHIT!

the only saving grace is to know that... me got 80 and 85 for 2 other test.... got struc design and math to get back... wonder if it would be tears of joy or disappointment.

this weekend.... seems like a busy one for me.... got to clean up me house and get it ready for next weeks x mas gathering... wow.... still surprises me how 100 over ppl are gonna decend onto me humble home.... ;)

sunday unsure if i can watch the singapore cup match with milton and the rest, got to see if can finish clean my home by then... then would sure go.

me actually counting down to MOS.... can't wait for it...

i need cheering up...arrrrrrrr... i need someone to turn to.....

oh thanks milton for finishing my personal reflection... sorry i could not do it... and had to seek yr help... thanks again dude = )

god bless and hope to hv a great weekend

SLACK WEEK

Woooo….

Week after test… been so boring and tired….

Mondays lesson started at 9:15 when it was meant to start at 8am. At 8:30 there were only 3 ppl in class… woooo… wot a great start to a week.

The same thing happened on Tuesday, oh and Wednesday was no better…

Tuesday got back my environmental science test paper…..should I be happy? I got 85. The nonsense china man took 5 marks away just because I could not spell chlorofluorocarbon….a.k.a. CFC. I missed the “h”. daym! And 2 other spelling errors. Can u imaging I could hv gottan 90+ if he was less like a china man and more like a Singaporean.

Later that day went to meet the gang for chewy’s bday….Oh Happy Birthday Chewy…. (not like I forgot to wish u) haha. milton, me and syuaib went to taka to buy her a gift… Milton and syuaib got her and edible sponge bob (babe)… and also took a while to decide on its wrapping. Finally after deciding I cranked my wrapping skills to wrap her gift in wot would be call the BK bag wrapping. We also drew sponge bob on the paper…. It looks so cool…. But was probably the gays thing we hv done. I got her one of those turning musical bells. Its tune, Rain Drops keep falling on my Head..… awww it sounded so niceeee….. met the rest at istana park and chilled…. We had a bday cake… boy was that caked raped… I hv never seen anything raped worst then that…haha… I was totally unwinding myself…. I just let myself loose and was having fun. If my normal frens saw me that day… they would be like errr….“is that auggie?” with these ppl I find so cool and fun to unwind and relax… I can totally be free and not be weird… haha… shaq, eli, xue er and I met vann at esplanade and chilled there for a while before we scrambled to catch the last bus home…. Oooo…. “acting wild had to stop there and then” sob sob hahah.

Today… sch was just slack…. The lec was watching us play mofunzone and was like… wah the game very cool eh… I see everyone play… looks nice.. hahah…. That’s how slack it was…. Milton and I and yat went over to fc5 after gems to watch a couple of bands perform(BAND EDGE) for the closing of council week….. one of them were like errrr…. Rather not say anything only to be polite… haha

2 more days to the week end….oo0o0oooo… me planning to buy PS soon…. O000o0o0ooo0ooo hahaa… well hopefully b4 the 2nd of dec… so can play the rest of me cousins. Ok good luck for test and hv a great week…

*something cool i just discovered... today is the 22/11/2006 and this is my 66 post... wot a coincidence. haha

God bless

destressing....with fun

wot a week end it has been.....

Sat morning went to meet my fren to pass her something....thereafter met up with my secondary mates at toa payoh interchange. my my not seen them for 4 year... many were shocked to see me... they thought i had lost all contacts with them... haha....

We then walked, rather took a bus then walked to hasnisah'a place, where we were invited to hv a lunch... it was also her birthday so we bought gifts for her....( my gift was horrible) but i did tell her my situation.... haha. all i got find to time to buy was a box of 24 ferrero rochers... the standard late comers gift... as many call it... but wot could i do when i had been having test the whole week... and was bloody stressed....

After the gathering, i we to church with my family. It was different this time, cus my mom and i were asked to present the offering during mass.... something i hv always seen but never did. Well, it was interesting and got bless by the priest.

After church.... we went over to my uncles place to celebrate my cousin's 12 years. it was a hugh soccer cake... pretty cool. if i was 12 that would hv been the highlight of my age 12... haha. met all my relatives and we like talking lots abt x mas... and wot we wanted... woooo... my aunt said this year she intents to buy expensive gifts... so i immediately place my order of PS3..... wooo... wah i would like cry if i get that as a gift... haha... we cousins and i were talking abt other stuff too... (parrot) haha.

me dad and mom were also having fun enjoy drinks with the rest of the adults, so by the time we left their home was 2am. arrr... i was feeling so shattered by then... my dad was like o0o0o0oooo0o after a few drinks too...

got home, and after a quick shower dived straight into bed...fooooooooo ponnnnn....zzzzzzzzzzz

today, hmmmm.....

was a day just to do nothing... relax, destress, unwind & rot! helped around to get the house in order for the big 2 dec functions... wahhh it so scary to know that almost all my relatived are goin to desend onto my home for x mas.... thats like 100 ppl... my my scary... got only 2 weeks to 2 dec...

its so sian to know that tmr i need to go to sch... if only there could hv been a hols this week.... but not so bad cus will be getting back all our test papers... arrrr... scared...oooooo0o0o0o0oooo

wonder how well i did... haha pretty well... (i hope) hehe

well happy 47th week of the year 2006... wah only 5 weeks left of this year... before me move closer to old age...arrr... wrinkles...arrrrr. hahaha... good luck for those hving test

god bless

TeST tEsT TeSt

oh my....finally all my test are over... thank god... Alleluia!

pretty ohrite i guess. Though hyadrualics and math were just shitty....

today's maths was like.... omg... haha

spent ALOT of time studying for it.... slept for 2 hours and then continued studying till next morning... yet was still blur... ahhhh...

Nevertheless it is all over.... i'm overall happy with the tests. Just so F up abt not having hols next week. stupid e learning had to be b4 the term test.... would hv been so much better if it was after... ahhh... time to relax... next week still got sch... But wots there to complain so much when we get a 3 week x mas break in 4 weeks...ahhh... can't wait for that...(aus trip)

today after a week of slogging for test... we went to the library to play chinese chess.... played 3 games... all lost hahah.... well not surprised when i only learnt how to play it 2 days ago... pretty fun though.. haha (well watch out for THE champ one day). after the battle of the emperors, i went out with someone special....(ooo0o0o00o) haha. had a great time and sure to remember it. today i got a Santana CD.... he is so cool.... love this album - Shaman.

tmr me meeting my secondary mates once again... last time i saw some of them we like 4 years ago before i left for france... oh my my long long long....can't wait for it... then later at night me going to my uncles place for my cousins bday... I have had tonnes of ppls bday these past 2 months... hahaha... well mine is in (79 days) oooo0o0ooo hahha

Will also like to wish Dennis and Gerald Happy 19th Birthday.

so far thats all i got to say.... well spill more beans later during the weekend

Best wishes to those who still hv on goin tests....

god bless

a quick one....

take a break from studying.... tmr got struc analysis..... oh my stressed! wot shall i do? beam & truss? beam and frame? truss and frame? everyone says take beam & truss.... but i think i rather not be influenced.... i prefer beam and frame.... arrrrr.... well anyway got to see which is better to do during the test...

todays hydraulics was SHIT!!! all my effort studying seemed to be wasted..... only 3 questions were meant to come out.... boy was it 3 questions... that eli baby tested all the diff daigrams in those 3 question... with 3 parts to each of the 3 question... arrr it was so stressful... and some questions were like WTP! i will be happy if i pass...

mondays env sci was a brezzeeeeee..... a stark diff from todays paper... that test was more like answering tutorial questions.... happy if can get 90.... well got ot wait and see....

today too stayed back to study.... late nights... noticed one thing.... for almost all modules, we write notes.... and its strange but i always see milton notes with everyone... its like milton write everyone else copy... it happened yesterday and then today with struc ana too... haha... well should happen tmr too... haha

okok... wish all a good test week.... and all the best....
got to continue studying, break over.... cya soon... bye bye

god bless

E learning

Finally over!!!! Got all me work done and it was kinda ok I guess. Took a fair bit of time to do it. But many find it a little stressful…. E learning week then test week…. And to add to the stress…. assign submissions too. This week also had to study for the coming test…. Hope that goes well.

POW

Prince of Wales…. Cool and small place! After a VERY hard time trying to decided where to go who to meet at wot time… I told myself arrr…. Just go there myself… and so I did. Arriving there only wil, syuaib, syaq and milton were there. After half hour the rest followed. The night started of with a performance from some random guy… thereafter, the Nerves. Red kit, lumberjack, foreign killer and dirty cape were some played… it was a good performance. Had a couple of boozes, it was shared. Haha. Then it was the usual pics time… *span*. Hehe.*flash* haha. Around 11 were left the place home… to a bus aaaaaaaaaaallll the was home… it was a looooong ride back.

Sentosa

Well, despite being ill, decided to go as not to turn down an invite, but……
Haiz…. Nevermind…. Just had a SHIT day….so dam pissed off… but who can I blame not their fault… who? Not my fault….. who? Haiz…. Wot can I do…f***
All I can do is to thank chewy for the pizza… thank you :)

Comin week

Test coming soon…. With env sci on Monday… only studied half…. But I worry not to much cus it 30 MCQs. Well Tuesday is followed by hydraulics then struc ana, struc design and finally topped of on Friday with math. Woooo… a hand full. Well got me work cut out for me this week.

I honestly hope my week I better…. I still feel so down and shitty this weekend…. I never wish it happens again….
Wish all the good test week and may the best win….. heheh

(would still like to go to sentosa, last time I was there was like 6 years ago) haiz…..

God bless

Gas Haus / E-learning

Wot a great weekend it was….

Started doing my e learning waaaayyy before it started… which was kinda a good thing cus when it started on Monday… I had completed 60% ready… so much less stressful. The e learning is somehow rather strange…. Geomatics takes 2 mins to do… but cecon takes forever with tut 4, summary and 50 qns quiz….maths is like(wot the hell is that???)

Sunday was cool…. Met the whole gang for the gas haus show. Meet Milton and the rest and thereafter went to look for some food, I was hungry though. After a pretty short meal, it started pouring meows & woof woof. Nevertheless it did not stop us from getting to gas haus. Upon arrival we sat out wait for the umpteen latecomers. Haha. At abt 7+++ we went in, and boi was it smoky like hell…. I think the PSI inside was like 150. ( I hate smokers!!!) We made ourselves as comfy as possible upstairs and were fooling around waiting for The Nerves to perform. At times we took a peek at the other bands performance…. But we were all here for one thing… to hv fun and to see the nerves rock the place.(that’s 2 things..opps.. haha). Their performance was great…. I loved the la la la la la la la la la … wooooooooo… la la la la. U guys rock! Hehe.

The next thing which of on the top list of our agenda was to take PICTURES!!!!! *flash* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap**snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *flash* *flash* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap*flash* * *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *flash* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *s*flash* nap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *flash* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *flash* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap**snap* *snap* *snap* *snap**flash* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* *snap* say cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeese.*snap* *flash*
We took tons of pics, like we usually do.

Our next destination was mac… where we ate a pile of fries, and also where we learnt that syuaib does not know how to get a tray. (stood at the counter for close to 2 mins just to ask for a tray) hahahaha. After mac…syaq, elijah, leonard, vann & jiuyuan went to the arcade while, syuaib, milton, chewy, sipei sat at mac for a while longer to chat… as the hour approached 11… it was time for many of us to take our leave.

Overall it was a good weekend… lots of fun and a chance to distress with all the sch work piling up. Can’t wait for the Prince of Wales show……………..… woooo0o0oo0oooowoo00o00ooo!!!!!!!!!!

Now the e learning week is here but me, virtually freeeeee……(all done) hhaha. But wot so fun when we got term test next week…. Ahhhh… why am I reminding myself of sch??? Ah well… catch u guys later… oh and sorry for the late update… will try to update more often…..

*more pics will be updated soon... so hang in there....

God bless…

This lecturer should get top marks.