its only hours to go

its just less the 24 till i leave to taiwan.... woooohhooooo 2nd semester started on monday, but this week i would hv been to sch only once... today i'm ill so did not go and tmr i'm off. hha. can't wait. go there and win win win. i think we can win. confident. haha.

today is also a very special day for me and someone else too... haha

smiles smiles smiles

a week gone.... a week to come

its been a week full of personal events...

things happen...

why they do?

they do?

i see myself in the mirror and i ponder...

i ask myself...

wot do i ask?

wot hv i done?

how am i to carry on?

i walk the streets everyday...

seeing the happy faces chat away.

i stare at the sky

and then the pond by the sidewalk

i see them both,

one flows, one still

both blue.

i want to ecscape, but where do i go?

i had a dream i dream its so ture,

i stayed at a hotel, with my frens,

we, playing around,

next i look out of the window

and i could not look elsewhere.

i saw a plane approching fast...

but so very drawn to the plane i could not move.

but even if i were to run?

where can i do?

how far can i go?

it will still come and hit me down.

we gathered to bed and said our last words...

and BOOM....

i realised it was a dream, but for the 1st time i felt that i was true.

one may laugh, but i say so dear, i was so real, so real i was scared.

i could feel the fear i had, the fear of how aimless i felt.

oh just a dream oh just a dream

but its scary

i'm off to taiwan in days to come

it light of the angers of the mother earth

its compete for a prize

and its glory

i just realised....

oh my... my dream...

my dream and my trip

i'm going to taiwan...

i'm staying in a hotel

i'm staying with frens

and i just had a dream...

oh don't be scared, i say to me

oh by now its so confusing wot i've said...

one must think?

is this a poem is this a dairy

this is wot u want it to be.

god bless all and see the raindrops beams its rainbow far across the sky

sitting at the corner, watching the world go by

this week... feeling rather weird,

as if something is not rite

as if something is not being told to me

as if someones hiding something

and yea i had the answers to the ponders

disappointed, sadden, wotever i can do.

a lonely guy in a corner, watching the world go by,

not just go by, but mock me while it sees me sit there,

all by myself, in a lonely corner.

planned everyone did

planned oh everyone did

planned it for themselves

a plan that i would know a little too late

too late to qns

too late to join

too late to ask

too late to follow

but all i can do it sit by the corner,

and watch the world go by.

sit by the window and see the sun dance it rays

sit and see

and sit and see

and thats all.

how sad how mad

but sit and see is all i do.

am i too nice?

am i too nice?

am i good?

i see others grow

i see me smile

i see them laugh

i see me smile

am i just too nice?

HOMEMADE "07

irving bday

secret....