gloom

this week saw the worst happen....

it was a combination of many factors the resulted in a total gloom for the week

sch overall was ok... only my test was just errr... haiz...

i shall say i did ok for my test... infact pretty ok... but when it came to hydraulics and math... it was just doomed. got a SHOCKING 50 got hydraulics and 68 for math... both of which disapponted me terriblely. but that was not all the cause this debacle...

1st my dad was ill too.... for a few of days he was weak and tired and saw the doc twice... thought now he is better.

next it was my best mate... milton...

on thursday while i went for my driving lesson, which for the 1st time i late, i got a call. it was also the 1st time i forgot to put my phone in silent. just as i was about to make a turn at a junction, i call came... at 1st i cancelled the call, but then i rang again.... so i thought i might hv been something important... it waas syuaib... he broke the news that milton was admitted to hospital for dengue. that afternoon i spoke to him... and told him it might me dengue if he was having such a long fever. and told him too, i wish it never comes to that... and unfortunately it had to. i immediately felt that sense on worriness and sadness. that night i was so down... when i got home i told me parents... they were so sympathatic towards him. that night i could not sleep... kept tossing in bed. the following day i went to see him with the lums. i bought him a goodie basket and asked everyone to write their names and wishes on it. when i saw him...he looked better then the time i saw him in sch. he was now joking and u could see the smile on his face to see us. when i reached there my classmates were there too. u could also see the pain he was in. i was feeling terriblely sorry for him. but wot can i do. only pray for him and i did that very hard. for the next 2 days i could not sleep.

the following day, sat, i had a x mas function at my haus. it was early cus we would be goin overseas in 2 weeks, and also it was a new home. so we decided to invite all our realtives, abroad too. so the all decended to our home. it was abt 100 ppl. ooo0oo0ooo VERY big group. got soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo many presents ahaha. i kept pouring wine for everyone. it was tiring. finally me and me cousins escaped to my room where he played cards and chatted all kinda nonsense. by the time most left was 1am. by then i was shattered so i said my niteys and went to bed.... got up at 12:30pm.

today i went to see milton.... again... i wanted to see him and keep him company. me parents drove me there and waited for me at the foodcourt while i went to see him. i brought him a lime mag, the only thing i could think of to bring for him.... we chatted for a while.... he looked so much better..... it was a sense of satisfaction seeing him... earlier that day i told him i was gonna see him... he was like u don't hv to see me... haha... but he was also happy to see me too... he said that earliest he might be discharged tmr. well, he still needs rest.

last night was the 1st night in 3 days where i could sleep... there were too many things that made me so restless.... i hope this kinda week would never happen again... it was a lot for me to accpect... but i had too... the week ended better then it started. soon it would be hols... milton can't wait for it too. we are all tuned off ready..cus our test are over. tmr we should be getting our struc design test paper back. the only thing now that worries me a little is how milton is gonna cope with the work load after he comes back cus it would lots for him to take in. but i need to help me t ease his burden too. wah.. so scary eh...

well i wish milton well....and the rest a great week ahead.

god bless.